Honours Assessment

A funny little email landed in my inbox this afternoon . . my Honours Assesment came!

I don't know what to make of it though. It's not that I don't understand it . . it's just that . . I guess I had hoped for more? I don't know whether I deserved more (I guess not) . . but I had poured everything into it . . so was kinda disappointed.

I guess I'm kinda disappointed too for missing out on Graduate Prizes (they were GOOD prizes). . hmm.

But really, I think I'm just focusing on all the bad things - UNNECESSARILY. I have so much to be thankful for . .

1) I got 80% for my Honours Paper. Considering I was lost for most of the year over it - that's amazing.

2) I got 80% for my animation. I hoped that mark would've been higher . . but then, I am proud of what I was able to achieve in it and don't need a mark (or prize) to validate it.

3) I have completed Honours. That is a feat in itself . . why do I forget this?

Argh . . I'm pretty annoyed at myself for not being more thankful .. because I should be. I can be. Why do I have to ruin this moment for myself? :P

Anyhow, I guess I can just focus on the next thing now. Though what that "next thing" is isn't quite clear just yet. I had a pretty interesting conversation with Will and Alex this afternoon . . it helped me put a few things in perspective in regards to my future - careerwise. So I got to get out of my silly rut of "what could of been" and just move on . .

The COFA Annual 08 opened last night. That was pretty cool. A lot of people. I had a better look at it today and really enjoyed it. I am going to miss COFA so much.